Things I'll Never Say [Letter/Poem thing]

Just incase I don't live to see another day,

To all my best friends,
You know who you are,
I can't thank you enough,
Because you meant everything to me,
Helping me through the thick and thin,
Never parting.

To Emma,
Don't become the person you despise,
Please, please, don't forget how to smile,
And remember I'll always be watching over you,
Spotting out the cute guys from Heaven.

To Kaile,
Never stop smiling or saying "chickenbutt",
Don't let any guy steal your heart,
Unless he's the "real deal",
Because sometimes when they return your heart,
Its broken and bashed.

To Kristi,
Don't let anyone tell you what you want,
Don't let anyone stand in your way of being you,
Remember sometimes kindness is nice,
But don't forget to show who you are;
Not who people want you to be.

To Stephanie,
Forgive and forget. Always forget.
Remember that phases are good and bad,
Don't forget to tell me every single detail,
Of what happens in SuperNatural,
And don't forget our long conversations about dinosours.

To Sarah,
Remember those who love you,
People may change,
But underneath it all,
They're just the same person they used to be,
So don't forget they have a shoulder if you need to lean on one.

To Brittany T,
Old friends are immpossible to forget,
Started with a simple smile and hello,
Really good memories are the best,
Sometimes there all you can hang onto,
Never deny your true feelings,
And never be ashamed for crushing on someone.

To Brittany B,
Never worry about the worst--just pray for the best,
Dont' be afraid of big trucks or break-ups,
Don't forget the bright smiles you used to have,
And the annoying giggles you used to break out in,
Because I know none of us ever will.

To Rachael,
Don't be too confident,
It's intimidating to some people,
Annoying to others,
Don't be too tough on some people,
They can be small and fragile,
Remember you're big and tough.

To Kimberlyn,
No matter what, you were the strongest person I know,
Sometimes I wonder if I even know you anymore,
We've changed so much,
But when we're together,
It's like we're six-year-old again.

To Jeremy,
Despite everything,
You made me feel like a kid again--and that's a good thing,
I hate being a teenager and the stress it brings along,
It was always so good to be able to talk to you,
And know I would never really, fully grow-up.

To Amanda,
Sometimes you gotta follow your heart instead of logic,
Maybe you don't always trust your feelings,
Maybe they change depending on the weather or day,
But whatever happens,
Impulse will always be your friend.

To us.

To my family,
The ones who listened to me yip,
I didn't mean half the stupid things I said,
And I can't believe,
That you didn't know this.

To Mom,
I can't begin to say how much I love you,
Or how close we were,
I can't thank you enough.

To Dad,
I'm sorry that you gave up the chance to be in my life,
Maybe you couldn't handle me,
Maybe you didn't even know about me,
But whatever the reason,
I'm sorry you made the biggest mistake of your life.

To Nan,
Can't believe I ever lived in the same house as you,
Seems so long ago,
When I was eleven, tweleve maybe,
I can remember the big ol' house,
And the smell of cookies in the oven,
You taught me how to bake--my second fav. thing to do.

To Barbie,
You talk alot and your stories are long and boring,
You speak your mind,
Even if it's rude--I've always admired you for that,
You never fail to point out someone's flaws,
That's something you ought to work on,
Because for some odd reason--we love you.

To Carol,
I love your sense of style,
How that little red purse is like a best friend,
You're never too judgemental,
And you're fun to be around,
Mind you the odd comment between sisters,
You're always the nice one--with the "Riley Girl" additude.

To the rest of the family,
Might seem outspoken to some,
Shy to others,
I just don't feel like I fit in sometimes,
So it all depends if I'm comforatble where I am,
Forever fearing you'll judge me,
If I do something wrong.

To my classmates,
There's so many things I wish I could re-say,
So many things I wish I could re-do,
So many memories I'll never forget,
So many I wish I could,
Some how, I don't think I can say goodbye.

To the prissy girls,
You've got no personality with your fake looks,
Forget about being someone else,
Just be yourself,
No one's going to kill you in your sleep if you do,
Forget guys,
They aren't worth the trouble.

To the popular guys,
Get over yourself,
Get over the fact that you have a thing-a-miding,
Its a part of life you're going to have to control,
Hearing about you boast about things you've done,
Is such a turn off,
So shut up.

To the group of drama/sluts/perverts,
Why bother worry about dating someone,
Because someone always whispers lies into someone's ears,
Somehow the realtionship's over before it started,
Friendships are broken,
Hearts are smashed,
Yet still you stick together as one group,
One big family of some-sort.

To the group people call "losers",
Don't be shy,
Don't be annoying,
Don't be smart,
Definately don't be stupid,
I doubt this will help you,
But you gotta be yourself,
And if people don't like you for you,
Say "Screw You" and walk away,
They aren't worth a penny of your time.

To the certain people.

These are only some of the things...I'll never say.