Crash

The misery I feel every morning never fails my mind
It’s so hard to believe this virus of mine will disappear
Helping me comprehend myself, this spontaneity of mine

I never worry when my midnight dreams are maligned
I’ll always control the chaos so I can escape here
The misery I feel every morning never fails my mind

My tiny world has finally stopped convulsing; I can unwind
Like a drug overdose, a peculiar fatigue holds me in a kneel
Helping me comprehend myself, this spontaneity of mine                   

Please scream the right words; show me you can be kind
Why are you people so god damn cruel; my face you sneer
The misery I feel every morning never fails my mind

Yet again I have to learn what it means to realign
But I’ve ran so far emptiness is all I hear
Helping me comprehend myself, this spontaneity of mine

Jehovah is supposed to make everything right; throw me a sign
And I have to believe this virus of mine will disappear
The misery I feel every morning never fails my mind
Helping me comprehend myself, this spontaneity of mine