Dieing for Love of Nothing

he looked at me before with loving eyes
but now i look at him and i'm scared
his eyes have a murderous intent
and his smile is so croked and evil
i wish i could run but i'm nailed down
and i'm aganist a wall 
i'm scared of the one i use to love
it burns to even think
to even try to forgive my self
why can't i get away from this dart board hell
this place of pain and misery
it hurts enough to look at him
but he grips my heart
to do anything he wants with it
i'm dieing from fear
from the pain
and from the emptiness of my soul
i have nothing to live for
he will kill me soon enough
he just wants to torture me first
before he has to find some one else to burn
my tears mean nothing
my blood is just waste
the balde he is sharpining is for me
i close my eyes
and think of my last song
it is sweet but chilling
slow but thretening
and ending in a sorrowful happiness
and the knife cuts as the song
once and for all ends