there's a problem here,
cannot figure out for the life of me what it is
when your gone, i feel like crying
now i have you, i feel like dying
its all so confusing so emotional, stuck within myself
this feeling is eating at the core of me
and i can only breathe...
i keep asking myself how it all happens
how i put myself in such predicaments and situations
it seems common knowledge
that i have a tendency to fuck my life up...
and as i struggle-
i watch it happen again and again
i'm kind of at that point, where i'm lookin to ease the pain..
but put a bullet to my head, and launch it into my brain
using again would truly make me go insane...
and i don't want to...
i'm just so desperate...
why does this keep happening to me?
