I'm never going to get out of here
I'm never going to find my way
I'll just curl into this ball
And be swallowed by my fear
Would it make a difference
Would the world be less gray
One less fag to hate
One less mouth too feed
What would I have left behind
There's nothing left to show
Whole life packed in a box
Everything is just to cold
My nervous system fell
And there is no feelings left
Nothing left to go around
I'm never going to get out of here
Please tell me what you think
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sad but beautifully penned
such a feeling of hopelessness, wow I just dont even know where to start... one less fag to hate... its just so negative and an awful way to describe yourself. I have this little story I would like to share... I was at a church function and an older woman was gossiping about a lesbian couple in our sister church. In the height of her little rant I became frustrated and simply said this.... with all the wrong in this world do you honestly think God frowns on any two people that love eachother? So now I say this
You WILL get out of there and to me you are just another person with boundless ability to become
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Such a sad write, so depressing that one feels this way - got to be a way out of this hole and a way back into the light. Sentiments well expressed in these lines; easy to read and understand how you are feeling.
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this is real cool
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