I haven't anyone for family besides my beautiful son; simply because of their greed and sickness....they estranged us becuase they havn't won.
There are so many battles as of this moment; from finding another place to live, fighting for my rights and this is the best part.....going to a incest group...Hmmm;; with my anger problem will this truly be a good start?!
No Mother Or Father alive; maybe 1 or 2 people I know are my true friends; Mind so fucked up that it knows not where it starts nor where it ends.....
There is no love in my life besides my boy; everyone I know it seems is simply a death toy.
Hate consumes most ever single day; Please God hear me now.....hear me pray.
If this group I go to breaks me instead of heal me I'm liable to snap; I won't give a fuck either just call it a rap.
Getteing colder as the lonely days slowly pass; and each of these days days someone just has to harass.
I will not allow this world make me as cold as the evil ones in it; I will stay strong as they wollow in their devious shit.
Thanks to all who have read and commented on my poems; it really helps.....I shall do the same for you.
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There is just too many abusers in this world in which we live; I can only cure a few....
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I can relate... the world is full of fucked up people and sometimes it seems like some people are blessed to have wonderful lives while the rest of us suffer til death do we part. Both of my parents are dead, I have no family, I have 4 kids that are my fam. Life is one struggle after another and somehow I've found a way to smile through it all.
I'm sara and willing to listen if ever you need a friend!


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thanks
it helps alot to know someone understands....thank you
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I would have to say that I agree and understand how you feel. I too went a long time in my life where I had no one in my life that would really worry about me. My family pretty much hates me and hates what I do with my life, I have a daughter and a boyfriend that is the only life I have. You are not alone in this situation. You may be alone where you are but there are plenty of people in this world that can help you out and that know just what you're going through. I am here for you and anyone that needs it. Tell me your problems and I will listen, and try to give some comfort.
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are u still here?
hope all is ok with you; get back to me if u can ok?
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I know what it feels like to be alone. To have your entire world crash down around you, and it seems like everything that you do is meaningless because there is no one there to tell you not to give up, at least no one that matters. I may have a family that is related but that does not make them my family. I have actually dissapeared for about 2 and a half months before. There was only one person that know where I was, no one in my family even noticed let alone cared. Hell it took a car acedent for them to get involved and that was only because I was unconcious for 2 days. I know what it feels like to know that if you died that no one would notice, that is untill they need something. Anyways sry for my rambleing. If you ever need a ear or a vertiul sholder to cry on let me know. I know that I would have given anything for one. Later
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dark Master JJ
thanks again.....always appreciate you taking the time to read my soul per-say.....
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