A Meaningless Heart

I feel unable to die,
And unable to live,
With this constant pain inside me,
Eating away at me within.

Hopeless, useless, and lost without you.
A constant sickening, nervious butterflies,
And craving to fill the emptyness you left behind
Inside me, and in my life.

But nothing seems to fit like you did.
Now a lost love.

A constant worry and wondering.
A replaying of memories and feelings is all that is left of you now.
Uncontrolable images, urgies and upset.
A growing torture inside, a suffering for longing you.

My happyness and my hopes in life sacrefised for yours.
Because you were part of my happyness, and hopes.
You will always mean the world to me.

What was once a beating heart,
Lies meaningless and lifeless inside me.
Hopeless without the air you gave me.