I wish I could tell you everything
But I'm afraid you'll see me as a loser
You have no idea what its like
You have no idea how unwanted I feel
.x----&----x.
You look me in the eye
There's something not quite right
Unsure of what to do
You wish you could read my mind
.x----&----x.
I cry myself to sleep
"You're pathetic!" my mind screams
And as my tears fall I whisper
"I need someone to hold me tight"
.x----&----x.
You cast a worried glance my way
This happens now everyday
You're afraid of what might happen
You're afraid of what I might do
.x----&----x.
A heartfelt letter to a friend
My one final goodbye
I love her so much
Every time I think of her I cry
I think how trapped she must feel
Not being able to help
But she has in such a big way
I just wish this wasn't me
And on one cold rainy night
I hold a gun to my cheek
And I whisper one last apology
As the bullet rips through my head
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"A heartfelt letter to a friend
My one final goodbye
I love her so much
Every time I think of her I cry"
Reminds me of my relationship with a girl at my school. It seems like she's the only one who is actually my friend at the moment, even though I don't "hang" with her. My other friends are just... pathetic. Especially at the moment.
I can't stop you from killing yourself, no one can especially if it's already too late for your soul. I guess all we can do in death is make it as easy as possible for people... make sure they know it wasn't their fault, make sure it isn't too messy.
THIS is a GREAT suicide poem, thank you for brightening my night. Oh and if you do end up using a gun, make sure you put it to your temple, not your cheek, because if it doesn't KILL you, you'll REALLY be fucked up and won't be mentally and physically strong enough to kill yourself
SLAM
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ok you did it. you made me cry. you brout back memorys. yes theis is how i use to be. but i acualy tryed to strangle my self. i had tied the lether arournd my neck and choked and then passed out. but the next moring i woke up jsut to see the leather had come undone. wow i had never been so pissed in mylife when i found that out. but anyways i do lve the poem.
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Hey there! Thanks for the comment! =] I hate being like this...and yeh, it makes me think alot about life alot and if it's really worth living.
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Thanks again.
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powerfull
such a powerfull write i really liked it keep writeing and dont do anything stupid its not worth it
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Please tell me this wasn't meant for me
"A heartfelt letter to a friend
My one final goodbye
I love her so much
Every time I think of her I cry
I think how trapped she must feel
Not being able to help
But she has in such a big way
I just wish this wasn't me"
Tommy.... I lub u!!!!!!
you've got me crying my eyes out with worry.....
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Um.....if i say no I'd be lying.
But, don't worry bout me, k? I ain't going to do anything like that....i'm too much of a coward.
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I'd rather u b a coward then
I'm sik of the feelin in the back of my heart tellin me 2 coz i cudnt.... i cudnt leave u ere on ur own.......
i hav 2 fulfill my lifes work first.
XD
lub u!!!!!!!! *cracks her heart n hands u a peice*
ur my fwend
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