What is it
How is it that I feel
What do I know about what love is
Then to make it more confusing
Love is divided
Many types are present
There is sibling love
Even if no blood ties are there
There is impossible love
Just childhood crushes
On the people you know you will never have
There is infatuation
Which lasts only days
Then there is real love
Which who knows what that means
Which is it that I feel
Do I love him
Do I think of him as a brother
Do I think of him as a friend
Do I love him but know that nothing will ever exist
So subconsiously I just wish my mind to label him as nothing more
Do I just think of him as a great friend
But childhood fantasies make it seem more
Why can I never know
Why can I never decide
And despite all this wondering
Even if I were to find out what it was
Nothing would come of it
All of this is useless
Yet it can not be stopped
I just wish it would end
Yet it never shall
Untill he comes
Author notes
Very free verse.Just random ranting. I had to get it out.
Please tell me what you think
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Love it
I can sort of realate to this poem. I be feeling the same way about love and the person. -
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Thanks
Thanks so much.I jusdt had to write something becuase I feel just so aggravated with the whole situation.To top it off I'm not that pretty and he is 2 years older than I am.I'vemade so many mistakes this year and learned so much that I'm scared to talk to any of my friends not only him.Its all just confusing.
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