You're The Poison In My Veins

Today I told God to just take my breath away,
Then maybe I wouldnt feel you or anything at all...
I know I have to be bleeding to death anyway
When I look at my reflection, I see nothing,
I close my eyes and I see your beautiful face.
I cannot escape you, you are in my veins
Pumping poison to every memeber, every organ, to my brain.
I told myself not to love you,
But since when do i ever listen?
You are destroying me,
(with a lot of help from myself)
Youre the fire that ravages through my soul
And i wallow in the ashes of my defeat.
Are you proud of yourself now?
No one can get past your damn barricade.
Is this what you've always wanted?
I guess you are not all to blame,
I did strip myself down to the bone
Just to prove a point.
It was completely insane of me to try!
You never once gave thought of me
Having to rip my own heart out for you.
You just poked and proded oohed and awwed
Have you not ever seen one this large and bloody?
Is your heart made of ice?
When looking at it, does it even beat at all?
I thought I could win you
I guess I was wrong...