Death for Life

You jumped in front of him.

My father always had a temper when it came to me.
I'm not the first but always the most devestating double edged sword to his sacrificial heart. I left his side and his long lost dreams of one flesh. . .

for your flesh.

I chose these tiny little deaths for never ending life, love, laughter, and six children with your beautiful blond hair and grey eyes.

My father loves and hates you for the man you've become for me.

My father loves and hates me for the woman I've become for you. . .

You're sound asleep beside me at this very moment and I love and hate you for everything you have revealed to me. It wasn't always without pain. . .

Never without sacrifice

This week you jumped in front of my father's rage so that I had a chance to get away from it all. . .

Just know that I would never get away from it all without you right beside me. I'll let my father come after me every day of the week as long as you are there with me at night to sooth my nightmares. You have long lost your ability to play countefeit with me. In the blink of an eye you were forced to make a decision; one that would directly affect my well-being.

Thanks for not thinking. . .
Thanks for just loving unconditionally.