Self Annihilation

When the clock strikes twelve
And all is gone
When the house is bare
And there is no one here to hear
Enwrapped by great solitude
With only my thoughts to comfort me
I think of the worst, seldom the best
And decide to screw all the rest
I’m self absorbed, can’t you see?
All these songs center around me.

I can’t, I can’t take this again
The knife is slipping
I can’t erase this sin
Self inflicted, the pain rushes out of me
Can’t you see, can’t you see?
This destruction is a part of me

Falling fast, falling fast,
I can’t escape my past
In a world where all things are never what they seem
Disappointed, I’ve lost to myself again
And I’m too weak to recover
I can’t cope with this sin

I can’t, I can’t take this again
The knife is slipping
I can’t erase this sin
Self inflicted, the pain rushes out of me
Can’t you see, can’t you see?
This destruction is a part of me

Revolve on me
Let break, watch and see
This is the end, the end of me
Obliteration of my life
Of this strife
Of the way
Of my day
When I wake
May I see,
A thick cloth
Surrounding me
Lay me down
Let me rest
Let you know
This world isn’t a part of me [NO!]

I can’t, I can’t take this again
The knife is slipping
I can’t erase this sin
Self inflicted, the pain rushes out of me
Can’t you see, can’t you see?
This destruction is a part of me