The Deadliest Weapon

I sit alone,with the darkness of the night,
shivering slightly, trying to put up this fight. 

Listening to nothing,but the silence
around me, slowly moving through.

Broken down, beat up and torn,
Thoughts run rampid like a troubled storm.

Grabbing me, twisting me,
Ripping me up,
my body begins to become numb.

"Fight back the tears",
I scream in my head.

Pain is just weakness,
let your emotions become dead.


Holding me tightly,
shuting it in, swallowing pain,
and I'm numb again.

Hide it away,
with that fake little smile.


The silence
that eats at me, day after day.

This silence,
I created, kills me each day.

My silence,
My weapon,
such a strong, powered force.

My silence,
its taking my brain down a painful course.

My silence,
will drive me into insanity.

My silence,
has killed me,
and I'm still breathing frantically.