Free

I don't really want you
or your tired blue eyes
I can't  stand your face
or your demise
When you sigh though your cigeretes
I frown though my hair
wondering if I am going further in dispair
I am in no position to sacrifice
to let everything go for just one night
I tried to make you leave
nothing seemed to make you go
I smile further than I can throw
and walk away with an unamused face
tonight I can not communicate
I don't want your arm around my waist
or your lips pressed against my face
I just want freedom
from your truth
I am not satisfied or amused
I want to be able to take a breath of clean  air
and laugh away the moon so fair
I want to let go
to show that today
no one will know

I am just me
no boy to trap me
now I am free