Love, your favorite emotional whore

I want to know
Where you go
When you go inside your head
I want to know
Where you are
When you're not asleep in your bed
I want to know
How to get there
When there's no where else to go
I want to know
When this will end
Without tears and pain of what I know
Come to me
Hold me now
I need you more than ever before
I'm asking you
I'm begging you
To cleanse the feet of this emotional whore
Head spins round
I can't straighten it out
I need just a moment in your arms
There's pain in my chest
where my heart once rest
Please keep this wound safe from further harm
I'm shutting down
Closing up
I've reached that point of running away
But I don't want to leave
I want to grieve
And there is so much more that I could say
Your self concern
Consumes us both
Until there's none of me with you
I need your help
I need your love
And there's nothing you'd be willing to do
The truest thing
I ever learned
Was that nothing you live and say is true
I can't cry now
I don't know how
But I want to scream as the pain rips through