I asked you to call me
I know that I did
but when I asked
I assumed
that it would be
just you
I didn't expect
to hear
laughing in the backround
or or talking to someone else.
You then hang up
pity call done with.
I want to throw my phone
far and hard
to forge
But that would be stupid
And oh what a waste.
SO I end up turning off my phone
It's not anger-
it's self-preservation
The whole point of you calling
was to make me feel connected-
Not even more alone
