Everyday
When I wake up
It always is the same
I don't want to get up
and out of bed
it just doesn't feel right to me
The thoughts I have won't go away
they keep me awake at night
the thoughts of the rope
of the knife that will end
this everlasting pain
I've tried to end the pain myself
but talking made it worse
I'm racking my brain
for ways to stop
as the tears pour down my face
my wrist is aching
from the urge
I have to control this one
it hurt me before
but won't get me now
Why do I feel this way
the shackels that bind me
to this heavy depression
just won't let it go
I need the key
the one that can end it
all
I want this to end
Just kill me now
so I can stop feeling this much pain
unfinished
is my life
A contest entry
- deppressed/suicide/hurt/lost love/cutting(SA, SI) by Felix BlackHeart.
375 points, ended May 13, 2007, 30 entries
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Comments
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i like this a lot. i can relate to it prefectly. good write.
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this is a really cool poem. I like it, very good word choice. thanx for entering my contest!
Felix BlackHeart
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this is so heartfelt. i love it. u r such a great poet but you did steal it from me!!!!!
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