I am going out the same way I came in, All By My Self

Maybe my friend in my purse
Can cut through this curse,
Or I can continue in pain
Till I am clinically insane,
All, By, My, Self.

So many decisions to make
Should this life I take?
Does any one even care?
Should I live here in fear?
All by my self?

Will this dark night ever end?
Will the sun shine again?
Can I ever see the light?
Or will I end it all tonight?
All. By. My. Self.

The decision has been made.
My memory will soon fade.
I have enough strength to do it,
or should I say,
I have enough weakness to end this myth.
All by my self.

God I am sorry, and I give my apology to you,
I am just too weak and I can’t be true.
You made me prosperous like an overflowing cup,
But, I am just messed up and I’ve messed things up.
All, By, My, Self.

Well, this life has ended,
This messed up heart cannot be mended.
I have lived a depressing life of sin, cutting my self with a pin,
Bye, I am going out of this world the same way I came in,
ALL! BY! MY! SELF!