because you don't care

because you don't care
i break
because you don't care
i sink
because you don't care
i want to kill myself
because you don't care
i hate the whole damn world

i want to swim away
but i don't know how
where is the exit for escape
from my own mind?
how do i conquer all of my anger?
how can i put myself back together
and feel whole again?

because you don't care
i will let him
fuck me dry
until i bleed
because you don't care, because you don't care
i will drink myself to hell
because you don't care, because you don't care
i will lance my skin until i am nothing but bone
because you don't care, because you don't care
i want to die
to disappear
because you don't care...
i hate myself

no, you don't love me
i don't want to hear it
no, you don't love me
i don't believe it
i don't want you to love me
i just want to be alone
i don't want you to hold me
i don't want you to be my home

because you don't care
because you don't care
i have convinced myself that
there is no hope for repair
because you don't care
because you don't care
i just want someone to hurt me, hurt me
because you don't care, because you don't care
my heart won't trust anyone
because you don't care
because you don't care

how much hate can i keep secret before i exploded?
how much hate can i hate you with to wish you dead?