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Be Myself

i'm about to get kicked out of my house again
except this time, i was given a choice
i either have to move in with my dad
or stay at home and change the person that i am
to any other person, this would be an easy decision
but to me, it's not that simple
my mom has taken care of me by herself since i was born
but lately, i can't even stand coming home from school
she bitches at me every chance she gets
but blames me and yells at me for the bad moods i'm in
she says she doesn't care if i leave
she'd actually prefer it
cuz she can't stand coming home from work at night to the tension
i don't know what would be worse
staying here, or moving in with my dad
i'm so frustrated it's sickening
i've slept so little recently
i honestly feel bad for the people that have to deal with me
so if you're my friend reading this
don't mind me and my moods
i'm sorry if i snap at you
don't pay attention to the things i say
i don't mean them, i promise
just let me get through this
i hope to be myself again soon

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  • bookbandit
    May 9, 2007
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    no matter wat ur going through car, i'll be ther for you. idk wat to tell u, this is ur deal and u have to just think it out. the poem was good for a free verse, but it was a little hard to read at times. i think the title is a little ... misleading, it's like u've already made up ur mind where the actual poem leans more towards indesicion. ttyl girlie!

  • redderthenroses
    May 8, 2007

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    it's okay i know that you don't mean the things you say sometimes...it's okay, i have a question if you lives withyour dad wouldn't you pretty much be at your grandmother's all the time? anyway good write, hope things get better soon


    • DrownInImperfection
      May 8, 2007
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      yes i would be, but that'd be illegal. technically, i have to live with my dad. but i'd starve, from both hunger and boredom.


  • staticgrace
    May 7, 2007
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    I've been through this sort of thing; it's a really hard thing to go through, but I promise things will get better soon. I think it's just part of growing up, but stick through it and there'll be a light at the end of the tunnel... I am here if you need someone to talk to!