Yes inconsistancy is a thing with me, as is a change of pens. I seem to have a negative attitude towards divintion lately maybe since all my questions have been answered and the ones that havent well..to be honest i dont want to know, maybe this is becasue i do not want the slightest suggestion that things may get bad
Life is still pretty much perfect, to fear the possibility of my life becoming less than...is lacking acceptance on my half.
Things must change though, i mean the world is inconsistant-the only stable secure thing admist all of this is chaos. the way it all slots into place, how everything just makes sense.
This idea became apparent to me once i found happiness, love and belonging so although i still have faith in this theory i realise that it may be slightly bias seeing as i dcided it all slots into place after it all slotted into place.
What happens when the inevitable hapens and it all unravels? i surrender i am scared, i am thankful for everything but so scared, will i be able accept change with grace? If all i have, if all im comfortable with is lost, please keep me humble-show me strength.
One wish to the force within as well as out...if my world collapses may i still be standing.
Thank You
Naomi
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