pain

this burning pain
this mass disdain
fuck u, I'll hide my face
Fuck u, I'll run away

Promise you're image
it will never age
promise your mind
that you have the time

fuck u, I know you never cared
fuck u, u weren't even there
This pain inside
just won't subside

You used to play with my hair
take me out to the fair
I guess those days are over
I lost my four leaf clover

fuck it, I don't need your crutch
fuck it, ur not worth such and such
I don't need your talks
I don't need your walks

In your shadow, its' not me
that stalks u, its a demon set free
My life careens,
all because of what we used to be

Misery, disdain, alienate
Fuck it, I obviously can't fight fate
Fuck it, if I'm such a disgrace
I'll just turn, and change my race

If I'm such an eyesore,
I'll leave this place, forevermore.
Only thing you had to do,
Was tell me, I love you

This pain would fade
I'd set down my shovel and spade
and stop digging my grave
Fuck it, Guess you're just too late.