I regret not what i've seen
Nor what i've done
My sorrows Ly in what i've heard
The wind carries whispers that catch my ear
My eyes dance back and forth as I make my way to the sound
Hushed voices tell such vicious lies
They are lies arn't they?
Or are these shallow statements really what I am to the world.
Impossible, yet mirrors seem to reflect me differently then before
How did I turn into this grotesque unlovable creature
Filthy, wretched, worthless.
I shall change stop feeding into my thoughts, stop feeding into myself
Become as I should be
What magazines tell me.
I've changed for your unholy regards
Maybe I should thank you for all my scars
Drenched in poison and filled with hate
Regretting your words should not be my fate
But I do to this day in my twisted little way
I've changed an you see how "like them" I can be
Even a black widow can look like a Barbie
Author notes
op. 7
I over heard my dad calling me fat
I lost a lot of weight for him, The wrong way(fed into eating disorders)
My mental image of myself is very hard to repair
I am constantly self concious although i am working past that
He says i should thank him for calling me fat
What a shallow bastard
I wish i never heard him saying it
Please tell me what you think
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wow amazing poem so sad to hear you dad was like that, i hope it has gotten better with him...wow i just loved this poem all the same, awesome write,
my favorite part would have to be:
I've changed for your unholy regards
Maybe I should thank you for all my scars
Drenched in poison and filled with hate
Regretting your words should not be my fate
But I do to this day in my twisted little way
I've changed an you see how "like them" I can be
wow just amazing,,
good luck in the contest
keep writing
~Ashley~<3 -
Your dads a *bunny*! This was perfect, there was so much emotion investedin this,and if your dad can't appreciate the beauty within then screw him. This was amazing.
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