Darkness

I'm sitting in pure darkness,
In the corner of my cell,
Waiting for you to save me,
From this place that I call hell,
I have noone to rescue me,
To help me through it all,
Instead I'm stuck here suffering,
And then I start to fall,
I slip deeper and deeper into the depths of darkness,
I feel a sudden pain,
My heart was shattered into pieces,
The devil got his claim,
I'm instantly influenced by his power over me,
I try to turn away from him,
And then I start to see,
I'm causing pain and hate towards others,
I'm everything he wants me to be,
I can't control myself,
I'm hurting my family and friends,
I want to say 'I'm sorry' and truly make amends,
But the devils grip is holding me tight,
I dont know what to do,
I start to cry and ask myself why,
I just dont quit and say I'm through,
I cant contol my life anyways,
So why not give up and throw it all away,
No matter what I try to do,
He's always there to cause me pain.