the day i left alone

-*The Day I Left Alone*-

Always awake and waiting for a new master,
For someone to take me away.
For someone to keep me safe,
And for someone to always be with me.
For I am a ghost,
The ghost of my own past,
There shall be no future,
For me.
Because my past is my present,
The Hole I'm Traped In
When will it end?
When will I remember who I am?
And when will you accept me,
For who I am, not who I want to be?

The two of us,
You and me,
Alike eternally.
Shall walk hand in hand into the darkness,
Never for getting what we’ve done.
Never forgiving each other,
But living our lives,
‘Till we beg for the Zyklon-B
After which we die.
Hand in hand,
Together forever.
Although time refuses to heal my broken heart,
Nor the alcohol yours.
As we share this cigarette,
May the days pass slowly,
But the years quickly.
And may we stay,
Never apart,
For as long as a god lets us.
But we here-by make a promise.
Neither of us shall leave alone,
Nor shall we leave together.

And don’t you ever forget
The way we came to be,
The two of us.
Trapped together
With only our emotions to keep us alive.
For fear and arrogance shall always keep us from holding each other
As the full moon sets,
You beg for my death,
And the gas starts to flow,
Though I don’t seem to mind.
It seems as though you forgot to say goodbye.