Here's my poem to you.....

You really think your life should be over,
Beacause I broke your heart,
Or is it all just a cover,
Of you wanting it all to restart,

Why do you want to be so close,
To the darkness that seems to consume you,
Looking at your life that I once chose,
Not knowing what to do,

Why fuck me,
I tried so hard,
But why can't you just see,
How much I really loved you,

My intentions were not to break your heart,
Or for you on that matter,
I'm sitting here tearing myself apart,
Each and every time I read what you write on the computer,

I am not tainted by my lies,
And I have no hate for others,
If only you could hear my cries,
Wishing for us to be together,

You told me once we could still be friends,
Do you really think I'm not worth it,
Or that our lives together would never end,
But are you thinking that this is all bullshit,

So you wrote me a poem,
About what I'd supposedly done to you,
And how you have so much pain,
How you don't know what to do,

And to answer your question,
Am I happy?
Well I could be a liar,
But I'd have to say....

No.