Wasnt Worth You

When I say I love you
  In responce to your past
When I say your special
  Everytime you laugh
When I saw your mine
  When you ask me too
When I say I'm fine
  When you ask how its goin
When you say good night
  Before I hang up the phone
I close my eyes
  And wonder if you realize
That everything I just said
  Was a LIE

I'm sorry but I stopped loving
When I decided it wasnt worth
The Bitter pain of struggling
I'm sorry but I stopped missing
When I realized my despair
Was full heartedly increasing
I'm sorry but I stopped trying
When I found out all I felt
Wasn't true
I'm sorry but I started lying
When I decided dying
Wasnt worth you

When I type a letter
  Telling how I am
When I keep complaining
  About how no one gives a damn
When I twist around
  How I really feel
When I ignore my guilt
  As I slowly kill
When I start to wonder why
  Everything I just typed
Was a lie

I'm sorry but I stopped loving
When I decided it wasnt worth
The Bitter pain of struggling
I'm sorry but I stopped missing
When I realized my despair
Was full heartedly increasing
I'm sorry but I stopped trying
When I found out all I felt
Wasn't true
I'm sorry but I started lying
When I decided dying
Wasnt worth you

Forgive my please someday
  For the heartbreak I am causing
Trust me
  When I say "I love you"
I would DIE
  DIE
If only it were true...

I'm sorry but I stopped loving
When I decided it wasnt worth
The Bitter pain of struggling
I'm sorry but I stopped missing
When I realized my despair
Was full heartedly increasing
I'm sorry but I stopped trying
When I found out all I felt
Wasn't true
I'm sorry but I started lying
When I decided dying
Wasnt worth you