My Story ~A Freewrite~

I love to write stories. Stories are what keep our history alive within us. Stories of grandparents or cherished friends long since gone. Stories of past lives if they can be remembered, and the story that we live everyday.. the story of our life.

I'd like to tell you a story now. Its a story of a little girl who never quite outgrew an infatuation. Someone who couldn't get things out of her head and those things became a reality for her.

That little girl is no longer. She's older now and grown. Those same ideas stick with her. Lessons of being taught how to love and hate, lessons of playing gently with the creatures of the world and lessons on love. To know love so completely that it fills you up inside. There's no room left for anything but that love. Its never been my fault I was taught to love so well. The one who is responsible can only claim that fault of teaching me to love without remorse.

Love tames the flames of anger, draws the sting out of hurtful words. It can cover the thoughtlessness and the blame. Love can conquer everything given the chance. Even when that chance isn't given and you think it can be snuffed out. A simple look, a glance at the person you cherish. A Thought pops into your head and once again you are head over heels.

This is my story. A story of living so completely. I hope I continue to live the same story. While I may move on in body and mind, my heart will never change. I've come to accept that the last few days. My story is to love whom I love without regret.  Its to wait a lifetime or five if thats what it takes. These are the stories of our lives.

I wanted to share mine with you.