Blasphemy

Power power power
Corrupting consuming controlling
Oh I hate what you do, you are surly evil
Yes, evil is exactly what you are but I want you
I want to control, I want to do it all and anything
Over people, over earth, over water, over air, over fire
I want to be a god among gods
Maybe that what I need to be happy at last
But no, dangerous path. You will destroy me
Power in good, acts of kindness
But not my power. I want it for my own
Greedy greedy girl. Evil girl. Try to stay good
But still that need dictating my actions, constantly whispering in my ear
You demon, you villain. Leave me alone. You, my downfall
Influencing me, I hurt others, myself, in my search
You will never satisfy me, power, yet I cling to you
Let it go, I tell myself, you are being controlled in your need to control
Real power is found in the release, real peace
I know this but still I crave you and still that voice
God let me accept you as the powerful on, you know best
But I want to know best, yes, I want the worship
Selfish, greedy, wrong. This desire is blasphemy my girl
I am so weak in my addiction to strength.