sometimes

sometimes, i just want to curl up and die when i read what i have written,
sometimes, i just want to curl up and die when i read what i have said and done,
sometimes, i wonder what god thinks of me and will i be damned,
and sometimes, its just too painful to think.

once youve read this,i suppose youll guess im trying to put things right,but its hard,
knowing when to stop and where to start.