This Deadly Blessing

O' my love, my precious love
A diamond in the rough
Thou hath come before me
and shined through the colors of the night.

So beautiful in my eyes
that I would gladly cry
Shedding my tears for all time
Your presence here is the only thing I know is real,the only thing I have.

This forgery of love
it kills
To love and worship you
is my will.

Fill this empty hole
full of your
intentions and extentions
of your heart.

Touch me with your hand of a darkened peace
that calms me with but a slight brush
I can almost taste you in an instant of my dreams
Your name resounds throughout my head like a hymn of tragic love.

My wishful thinking
has the worst intentions
But you know I mean well
If I hurt you...its not what I wanted.

You gave me peace
in a life-time of war
You are the border to my sanity;
You are my uplifter of my life.

Your deadly kiss
gives me warmth even in your suffering
I would kiss every scar
to make it all go away.

I'm immortal
not a God.
But I will love you
as I promised

Like noone ever did
or ever will
Noone will ever see you
as I do now

Noone will see you through thine eyes
to take a glimpse of your true unique and wonderous beauty
that I see within(that external shell you call a body)

So take my word into thought
and trust that nobody will ever love you
as much as I do.