Catch & Release

I'm not usually the girl
Anybody wants to take home
They'd just rather play
"Catch & Release"
The see my eyes
And they always interpret
My dark grey books
As "Make me feel loved"
So they act like they do
Until another girl passes by

Why do I give away
My heart so easily?
Why cant I just be
Alone and happy?
I'm so afraid i'll lose
Every change ive got
But right now i just dont know

Why do I play these
Games in my head?
Reminding myseelf of only the
Goodtimes; And always
falling back at the wrong time?

Sometimes I wish I was
Ugly on the inside and out.
Then nobody would want to
Play catch & release with this girl
And I wouldn't have to hear
The big "catch" stories
And the one they let go.

I"m not a doll.
Don't throw me round
And throw me out
hwen you think I've given
All Ive got by your standards
I'm tired of games
I"m tired of the sick
feeling in the back of
my head that im ogin to lose
Everything...
But then again what if
I'm playing "Catch & Release"
And I was the one that let
Everything go, What if I let
My everything slip right off
My hook.

What if.