Disappointment (we both hate me)

Is there no truth to love?
Is there no truth to me?
Is there no beauty in honesty?
And is this how it will be?
Is there no way to turn back?
Is there no way to pretend?
Is there no way to make this end?
Is there no place for me?
I’ve been lying to myself
But enjoying it all the while
And I can’t see, but 
I’ll take the disappointment
If you’ll take all of me
Is there no kind of consequence?
Is there no kind of regret?
Is there no kind of upset?
Has the world gone crazy yet?
Is this how it will go now?
Is this how you will leave?
Is this how my heart beats?
And have we given up yet?
I’ve been lying to myself but
It helps me get by
And I can’t know but
I’ll take the disappointment
If I can’t let you go
Is there no truth to love?
Is there no truth to me?
Is there no truth to you?
And is this how it will be?
Is there no way to turn back?
Is there no where to be?
Is there no way to pretend?
Is there no way to save me?
Save me, save me
I’ve been lying to myself but
It was worth it all the while
And I can’t tell but
I’ll take my disappointment
If you will go to hell
And I’ll stand here for a second
If only to see you smile
I’ve been lying to myself
But it was worth it all the while