Tears, they come so easy
Without trying the moment seize's me
I can't help but cry it seems
Flowing from my eyes salty streams
Trying not to give in, but that's a dream
My love comes and asks me why
What is it that makes you cry
I try not to let him see
I'm always hiding this part of me
He loves me so very much
How can I hand him this crutch
I now try to focus on his face
His smile my tears always erase
Maybe some day I'll be honest with him
Tell him of the pain I'm in
How can I ever break his heart
He has never forsaken me from the start
I couldn't help what I did that night
Would he understand, I know it wasn't right
I should have never kept this a secret
Would he understand how hard it is to keep it
I should have never had that last drink
My life changed in just a blink
How was I to know what he would do
Didn't even think this could be true
What happened next I don't even remember
Except for the next mornings tremors
How did I get to this place
Next to me whose is that face
Is this my fault
Did I ask for this assault
I didn't know what to do
So I just came home to you
If I say it to my love this way
What will happen to us after today
So I keep the silence for now
And live with what, where, when, and how
*Rdrl*
Author notes
mrs234
A contest entry
- It's not always good by She Stole My Voice.
300 points, ended April 29, 2007, 4 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest - Rape[&&Disgrace] by WishMeAway--x.
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all of these poems are so sad. and the different stories and how the assault happened. yours is the one that seems to happen most often and its so sad. the way alcohol just clouds everything.
great job onthis and thanks for telling your story
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i dunno if this is something that honestly happened or not. if it did, you need to tell the guy. otherwise you wont ever get over it. if you cant tell your husband, the one person that you are supposed to trust, then you can never work through it. it was a nice poem though.
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wow you are so very good at this
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seems you are caught between the proverbial rock and hard spot. To test the strength of love by telling this truth is a big risk ans merits a lot of thought. Hope you survive no matter what you decide to do
the Satyr
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ever8wood
This was a case of date rape, drug induced, wasn't sure if I made that point did I?
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