Life As I Knew It - Gone!

I'm so sick of this bullshit
Y'all are suppose to be my friends
then you just leave me to die
Fuck it then

Everyone gets mad at me
for the smallest things lately
I even flipped out the other day
in front of my sister

I told my family
that I wanted to die
I finally told them
how I feel everyday

Do they even care?
Fuck no.
They probably think I was kidding
News flash-I wasn't

I'm so sick of life
Always treating me like shit
What the fuck did I ever do?
Why is it always me?

I'm not even sure anymore
if I have any real fucking friends
The only friends I have
are in my head

They are always nice and never get mad
They love me for who I am
and I love that
I love them too

I'm not crazy
I swear
Its just that I'm a little
fucked up in the head

Thats ok though
I don't have anyone anymore
No one to care
no one to love

Life as I knew it
is all gone now
Life as I thought it would be
has long disapeared

So my saying now
is fuck life
I don't need this fucking
bullshit anymore

So to all of you
who still actually care
I love you and
please don't cry for me