My Life As We Know It...

Friends  and  foes  still bickering without me
Reality lost in the  solace  of my mind
Ostrasized  by ones I thought I once knew
Moments passing me by like no tomorrow.

Lonesome  days  locked away
Insanity taking me to new  heights
Forgotten from a  loathesome community
Eternally I wait on these rocks.

Tomorrow was never my best friend
Only due to make me suffer time and time again.

Dying in a world that already lost me
Eyes watching the  golden shore  beneath me
A rise of the sun as I slip downward
Toward a world of oceany depths
Hope and faith lost to this fantasy.

I hear the  angels  call to me softly
No... it can't be the angels, they never came before...

Unopened secrets unlocked from years of torment
No one seeing I was truly unhappy under the smiles
Doors opening as I see the world where I belong
Each passing second the flames engulf another
Rickly burnt and death to them all

A passing day I wandered back, wanting to know what became of them

Surrounded I am by one whom I never thought cared
Everyone still crying from the day of my accident
Cold hearts I thought hated and forgot me
Only are the ones who cry the most for me
Never did I know I could cause this much pain
Dying did always take under a second.