This is my goodbye

The tears fall from my eyes,
As I start to think of what I'd done,
All you wrote was nothing but lies,
Now your words are said and gone,

You said you'd love me 'til the day you died,
I see you're trying to make that soon,
I'm wondering if I'm the only one who lied,
On that gray afternoon,

You hugged me and kissed me,
Told me it'd be fine,
But do you really truly see,
That I don't want you to be mine,

I've said I'm sorry,
For the last time,
I did nothing but worry,
And tried to call you mine,

But it doesn't sound right,
It doesn't sound the same,
This may be my last write,
About you who I claim,

So here is my goodbye,
Silent but sweet,
I told you I'd try,
But you and I are not meant to be.