wrong place

sorry for being the person i was
i never meant to hurt you
i know you will cry over me but pleas
don't let me see
i cant bear the pain of watching you

i loved you with all my heart
but i lossed the war against memories
and the  bottle wont help me anymore

i cant make any more scares on my arms
they took all the knifes away from my reach

yes i did what you said not to
i took the pills with the vodka
and now I'm free
no please don't call the police

i don't want to live this life anymore
i see no reason for it
i have done no good on this earth
this is my way of helping

now no one will have to worry
no one will have to care
no one will have to be ashamed
now people can be happy

I'm sorry you have to find me this way
but i still love you
and always will
don't leave me in my last hour
of darkness

i need you by my side
pray all you want but i wil go where
my god wants me to go
i don't believe in your hell
i believe in my spirit world
and thats where i belong

i was born in the wrong time
in the wrong place
and now i can go where i belong
in a world far away from this.