[ You dont understand, ]

You dont understand,
theres more to me than whats at hand.
I try harder then what is seen,
but all you see is nothing.
You cant hear,
my cries from the past,
No longer I hold you dear.
I knew for a fact, my hope would never last.
You've pushed me down,
and beat me around.
I dont know what you what from me,
but you've tossed me into the sea.
No where to run,
and I cant hide for long,
I see my fate, my life is done.
All I've done you see wrong.
I cant go on like this,
for my old life is what I miss.
Theres so much more out there I wanna do,
but to do those things I must get through you.
Im not afraid of you, more of what you'll become.
You swore you'd do your best,
but you dont see, it's all been a test.
im through with you,
I've seen teh rest.
I dont need your words,
I dont want your pain.
Locked away, with all my fears,
Locked away, drowing in all my tears.
For years and years, I face this fate,
now all thats left is for death I await.
Running, is useless,
hiding is futile,
all that remains, is no longer awear,
There are those who care.
Im tired of waiting,
im done with lies,
only my hopes will fly.
I wish it were you,
locked away with my doom.
I cant stand you anymore,
Im done hitting the floor.
It is your turn to hurt,
it is your turn to cry,
it is now your time,
time to die.