Bottled up bliss

bottled bliss sliding down my throat
my own insecurities abandoned

Feel its power seep into my brain
and leave such an irrepressable feeling

The blood running through my body seems warm
not that cold feeling I feel sober

All the judgment that controlled my freedom
now are not apparent

Those thoughts that people never think
come in like a flood of possibility

My own obstinate mind set is tooken over
by my daredevil mentality

If this is under the influence
I want to be under it forever

I cant feel my finger tips
and I cant feel the heartbreak

This feeling is so parasitical
and makes every aspect of reality false

My audacious life style is brighten
when alcohol takes its affects

The after affects are just a reminder
of more drinking to be done...