A Healing Heart

 


My heart is still healing,
sometimes still beating,
with pain thats unbearable.

I cant bring myself to let you go,
because you loved me so,
and what we had was real.

Im trying to hold on,
at the same time trying to let go,
and missing you so much.

I remember the summer nights,
where we would look at the sky
and wish we were somewhere else.

I want you so bad,
but it kills me inside to know that were over.
you've moved on and i'm still here,
waiting for something thats not there.

Your touch,
your kiss,
your smile,
your smell,
and your beautiful eyes.

I get so jealous thinking about him,
him hugging you and making you smile,
I get so depressed wondering if your still thinking of me,
and if you dream about me.

It hurts so much to look at you,
but i'll stand the pain a little longer,
just seeing your face makes me
feel the way i once did for you the first time i saw you,
and that to me is worth holding on too for a little while longer.