Vicki,
My Sister, My Comforter, My Best Friend. What would I ever do without you? I have been praying for you ever since I found out what happened to you. Although, I don't know & may never know how exactly the car accident happened, it doesn't matter... For all I want to do now is hold your hand & Tell you that I Love You & that I'm here for you.
You don't know how much of a blessing it is to have your Boyfriend Paul with us. He is trying to be so strong for us & I am trying to be for everyone also. You have so many friends, teachers, and people that you wouldn't even think of are asking about you, praying for you & hoping that you will be ok. Vicki, You have no idea how many people have just missed seeing that beautiful smile on your face.
Hold on to God & None of us will NEVER lose faith that you will recover & overcome this. There are so many people & churches that are praying for you right now & with God beside you... You can't fail. If God was to take you home You would be in a much better place than this but I guess I'm selfish because I'd rather have you here with us but If God calls you home than I know You'll watch out over me & the ones you love.
I remember all the times we've talked about Our Dads, You & Paul, Relationships, Weight, & Yes, Our wonderful fake arguements & fights we would have in choir class, which was always hillarious & we would always end up hugging each other & cracking up at those who didn't get our humor.
I Miss You Vicki... Its going to hurt so much if God takes you home, But I know you Sis, You're a Fighter & You won't give up without a fight. Always know that you are Loved, Thought of, & Missed each & everyday!
I LOVE YOU SIS,
Sara
Author notes
THIS IS A LETTER THAT I WROTE TO MY BEST FRIEND VICKI THAT SHE NEVER GOT TO READ... MY ONLY REGRET IS THAT I DIDN'T PUT IT IN HER CASKET WHEN I HAD THE CHANCE FOR AT THAT TIME I COULDN'T THINK & I WAS OVERWHELMED WITH GRIEF.
I ALSO WANTED TO THANK SOMEONE WHO HAS BEEN AN INSPIRATION TO ME... ThePoetAmuse AKA JIM... YOU WROTE A WONDERFUL POEM TO YOUR BELOVED KRISTI WHICH MADE ME REALIZE THAT I COULD DO THE SAME ALTHOUGH MY BEST FRIEND VICKI HAS PASSED ON... TO JIM & KRISTI YOU TWO ARE IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.
ALSO, MY AP FRIENDS DON'T FORGET TO TELL YOU LOVED ONES... YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, GIRL/BOY FRIEND THAT YOU LOVE THEM FOR WE ARE NOT PROMISED TO HAVE THEM OR TO BE HERE TOMMORROW.
Written July 21st, 2003
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I don't even know what to say. Your love for your friend shows so much in this. I feel so bad for all of your losses, it seems so unfair.But you are a strong, loving person and you will make it through. God bless you, you are in my thoughts and prayers. Mary Anne
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EXCELLENT !!!
Sara Dawn, Sweet`pea, Honey I think that writing your feelings in poetry form or story form is REALLY going to help your Soul and Mind become stronger sweetie. Again, I broke down and cried. I pray with you in my own silent way. I pray God won't take her away from you. I know if this happens, Well , Perhaps he NEEDED a very special Vicki Angel to help spread MORE love here on earth. I'll pray with you sweetie. And PLEASE keep writing. You know your doing a VERY good job when you can brings tears to US. And thank you for all the comments you made to me, And yes, Those pictures are me. (( Squeeze Hugs Sweetie )) I want you to REMEMBER this : Never wish to look like someone else , Your a beautiful girl.
Beauty my dear is from within, Not outside. Ok ?? HUGS !!
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EXCELLENT !!!
Sara Dawn, Sweet`pea, Honey I think that writing your feelings in poetry form or story form is REALLY going to help your Soul and Mind become stronger sweetie. Again, I broke down and cried. I pray with you in my own silent way. I pray God won't take her away from you. I know if this happens, Well , Perhaps he NEEDED a very special Vicki Angel to help spread MORE love here on earth. I'll pray with you sweetie. And PLEASE keep writing. You know your doing a VERY good job when you can brings tears to US. And thank you for all the comments you made to me, And yes, Those pictures are me. (( Squeeze Hugs Sweetie ))
Yertweetyness , AKA TammyJo -
this is such a beautiful, sweet write. Vicki sounds like a truely wonderful and amazing person, and i can feel your pain now she has left you in body - but in spirit she will always be a part of you and she will continue to live on in your memories. I sure that she is sooo thankful to have had such a great best friend like you
stay strong
much love, emma xxxxx -
Sara, I am crying too. I know how you felt and are feeling going through a similar ordeal...but you know this. I can tell through your love and support for Kristi and I that you are a dear friend. I thank you and others that continue to say that I am an inspiration. Just think, if My Darling Kristi had not come into my life and saved me...no one would have never heard of me. She showed me that true love can still be had. She gave me back my inspiration and dreams to be a writer again. She made me believe in myself again. I have almost 40 poems alone on this site just truly inspired by her and her love. I am so thankful that she exist in my life and that I can inspire others to greater achievements. So again, thank you for claiming that I give you inspiration. Thank you for your love and support. Both Kristi and I thank you so very much...Jim aka ThePoetAmuse
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Oh my this is so beautiful and heart felt. It made me cry! My best friend Carrie and I are so close more like sisters also. I can't imagine what I would do without her and I tell her that all the time. I am deeply sorry for your loss. You are in my prayers and thoughts. God bless you!! *Melody* Poetrygirl17
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