And Then You Fell

Say the words
Say the words
Say the words
Say the words...

I don't seem able
To forget you
Forget you

Don't seem to be able to say,
"Thanks" without a smile..

It's so
It's real hard

I've been trying
To pretend
That you aren't here
Watching my face

But I can feel
Your eyes...

I wish I could say the words,
To
Tell you what I mean,
But the words just won't form in my mouth

I don't understand
Am I stuck between the pages?

Don't you see the scars
Forming
Up and round my arms,

I don't get it
I know what I want to say
And everytime I try
I-I-I can't
Say what I mean.

"Because darling..."

Walking in your footprints...

Ain't my game.

I've been thinking of you
Lying alone,
Blank spaces in my head;
I can see your smiling face
I can hear your laugh
And it's driving me
Crazy

I still can't comprehend
What you meant then
Just one more chance,
To say...

"Darling, it's.."

Just five more minutes
To say
What I want
To tell you
All the reasons why
I hate...

"Because, darling,
I've seen the empty seats,
The open backpacks on the street."

Repeating these words in my head,
Whirling them round
Exchanging the vowels,
Say the words
Say the words...

"Darling,
I-I'm afraid
You are
F*****g dead
To me."

And then I'll say
"Thanks."
With a smirk.

And you'll fall.