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I Can't Help
I can't help these feelings of abandonment
Since the day you left me
I've cried out for my savior
But your no where to be found
I don't understand why you left me
And now I fear she'll leave me too
Even as I hold her in my arms
And she tells me she loves me
Please come back
And bring your saving grace
and bring peace back into my soul
I can't help these feelings of despair
Since the day you left me
My hearts been chocked
And my mind is failing
My spirits week
And I can't find the will to go on
Please come back
And calm my restless heart
And bring order to the chaos in my mind

I Know (2?)
I know its not the answer
But I can't handle it any more
I have to get away
But I stay because I know
If I left I'd lose the one I love
But there slowly killing me
And they don't even see
Pushing and pulling
Taking every ounce of strength I have
Trying to make me do what they think is best
But its draining my soul
Till I have nothing left
I find peace in her arms
And I see forever in her eyes
And in her kiss I lose myself
But then they pull me back
And tell me I have to focus on the 'Business'
No school is more important
Get a job
Just be like the rest of us

I know its not the answer
But I can't handle it any more
I have to get away
But I stay because I know
If I leave I'd lose the one I love
(Unfinished)

What I Feel (What I Think)
You say it tears you apart
When I say the things I do
You say its hard to believe I love you
When I talk about death
You say you love me
You say you'll be with me
can't you see its riping me apart
Know that your leaving
And theres nothing I can do
Sure its years away
But I don't know if I can handle
Being with you for this long
And losing you simply because
I'm not ready to leave
You see I'd have to stay
So I can give you all those things you want
So I can help your dreams come true
Now I'd never try and make you stay
I know its what you want
But you have to understand
I can't help but feel I'm going to lose you
And its killing me that its killing you

You say you love me
And I believe you
But than you go and talk about
How a friend is making you mad
Because she likes some guy
Your say you can't tell when if I care
But baby I can't tell if you really love me
Or am I just the guy your with because
You love the way I make you feel
Or the kisses I let fall on your lips
Now I'm not trying to hurt you
I just want you to understand
I love you more than anything
And I'd do just about anything for you
But its hard for me to smile and be happy
When I can't tell if your faking
I'm so deeply in love with you
And I try to be the best boyfriend I can be
Yeah I get jealous and I get mad
But I'm trying so damn hard
To make you happy and every one else
You say you want me to look forward to the future
But I can't because all I see is you leaving me
To chase that dream I couldn't give you
And in trying to be everything for you
I just make it easy for you to leave
So I'm sorry if I think about things that make you sad
I'm sorry if I'm not always happy
But your the only one I want with me
And its killing me knowing we've only got a few years
It took me years to finally tell you I loved you
So maybe by the time your ready to go
I'll be able to see a happier future
In the mean time know that I love you
And that I care for you and I'll try
To be the guy you need me to be

I'm Sick
I'm sick of being no one
she complains that no one calls her
she complains that no one hugs her
she complains that no one loves her
I'm sick of being no one

She says she loves me
and I want to believe her
She'll kiss me and hold me
and tell me she loves me
but some how I can't help but doubt

I Never Thought
I never thought I'd feel this way
But looking into your eyes
Holding you in my arms
I cannot deny the way you changed my life
Looking back on all the mistakes I've made
All the things I wish I could change
All the pain I've caused
All that I've destroyed
Trying to hide from that which really matters
Never finding that inner peace
Now my only wish
Is that you never pay for what I've done
That you find a better way through life
I hope your spared the pain
Of losing those you love the most
I pray that you can build a life
With the ruins I've left behind

I never thought I'd be a part
Of something so pure so innocent
But looking into your eyes
Holding you in my arms
I can see the
(Unfinished)