My soul,
became damaged,
as life unfolds.
Bruised ego,
skin color changes,
as your hands unfold.
Rips and tears,
the injured mind,
greatly dispairs.
Battered, cold stares,
the human race,
run from one's dispairs.
Reaching out,
i'm crawling,
you ignored the shouts.
Scraped about,
barely alive,
I screamed and shout.
Fear held me,
kisses of death,
become my destiny.
Before me,
rage surfaces,
now it's your destiny.
Heart bleeds,
inside on fire,
as revenge I seeked.
Hate filling me,
taking control,
your life is what I seek.
Beat you,
make you feel the pain,
of all the hell you put me through.
Knife you,
watch you bleed the way I did,
alone in that bathroom, i'm through.
Washing my hands,
I no longer fear you,
Must break free of your command.
Wheeled away,
in the ambulance that night,
barely breathing, barely alive, I broke your command.
Scared as hell, alone here,
afraid of a reoccurance with you,
all shadows I must fear.
Will you be near,
in the winds howl,
I must let go of all that I fear.
I can't, not yet, i'm scared,
I can't hide from you
I know your out there...
This isn't right, nor fair,
I'm running frantic,
And you are walking....somewhere out there...


Be blessed, and take care!
-Timothy aka poeticweaver~ *
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