Echos Of My Past

The echos of my past,
still haunt me everyday.
I remember them always,
everytime I pass a similar mistake of my past.
I hear the words, "You're a failure".
I break down and cry,
wondering when my echos will go away.
All the bad ones stay,
the good ones drifting away from my memory,
leaving me in pain.
In misery.
I can't help but feel the pressure building,
until one day there's to much,
and I collapse.
Would anyone help me?
Or would they leave me crying,
lying in my past failure life.
Leave me in silence,
speechless.
Only the tears falling down my cheeks.
The echos of my past,
will they ever go away.
Can't I move on,
just once.
Let me forget my mistakes.
Let me learn from my mistakes,
not just be reliving in my mind,
so I suffer.
I don't want that,
I want to live,
to begin new.
I don't want the echos of my past to keep my back,
I want to live.
I think that one day I will be free,
be free of the echos of my past.
But,
in a way,
I think that I am keeping them behind,
just to remind myself,
how stupid,
how dumb I am.
To remind myself,
that each day I live,
each day I breathe,
I will always hold those painful memories,
all those echos of my past.