this broken dove

what happens when you know in your heart your slowly losing one of the people that means everything in your life. . . the one friend you said you;d never let go of. . . and yet shes slowly slipping away

what do you do when i love you's not enough and everything you say is turned into somekind of mind game.. . . when all you really wanted was to share your love. . . . .

im losing her. . . my best friend my kepper......and the broken dove i will forever be. . .with no one to make me better no one to set me free and then call me back and mean that much that ill come running. . . . .

what do you do when you feel like everything you've shared everything you ever said.....was pointless........and now your drowning in your own sorrow. . .your own pitiful words in the depths of a broken heart...beacuse you let her go and she went...and this time you feel like she wont come back. . . .

what do you do when you feel like your losing one of your best friends in the world......like your teddy bear. your nightlight your pillow are being stripped from you. . . .right out from under you. . . . . . . .im sorry. . . . . .im sorry to the one who was my keeper. . . . .and now it looks like ill fly free....broken....for always. . . . im sorry for all the pain. all the anger....most of all im sorry for me. . . . .and everything that happened after us meeting......and not being exactly what you needed....im sorry