Anger
Eelling
Swelling
Deep inside me
Wanting to explode
Wanting to scream to curse
But I can't
Everyone would know
So I keep my cool
Go in the back room
It's grey and dull
Nothing out of the ordinary
But it's got the metal pole
Just once at first
Not good enough
Keep on hitting till I almost cry
Nothing I do is right
Nothing goes how I want it to
I stop
Someone might come in and see
Oh well I'll continue this later
At home I should be happy
I feel unloved
Unwanted
Uncared for
Sadness
Welling
Swelling
I want to cry
To sob myself to sleep
But I cant
Someone would notice
So I hit the floor
No one can hear
The bruise even larger now
Odly enough
I feel no pain
Nothing I do hurts anymore
I need to hurt something
But no one near me
No that I would never do
So I ues the other hand
The bruise is big
Covering my hand
But I dont care
I'm calm now
Still pissed off
But it makes me feel so good
I can control the pain
Make it go away if I want
I control the hurt
Nothing can stop me
I love you all
But this is how I cope
Sorry if I hurt you
I love you all
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