i'm sorry to everyone,
i know it's not fair,
but theres nothing about life,
for which i actually care.
i was never enough,
to be someones number one,
and being number two,
is painful and not fun.
i've counted out the pills,
i know its the right thing to do,
so for my last words i say an over-used line,
truly its me, not you.
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im to the point where suicide is looking pretty damn good. i've counted out the pills though im still rethinking it, wondering if maybes theres something i missed thats worth staying for...if im not on here in awhile...just assume im dead
im so sorry.....
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Suicide is for the weak not the strong. Many people think it takes a strong person to do it, real the waek do. I have been there, tried that not suggested act. Either you will fuck it up and live anyway only with more problems (mental wards, disabilities, sick, etc.) or you'll decide you really don't want to die and it will be too late.
I will not tell life gets better, hang in there...for I know life get only as good as you make it...and believe me you have to go out there and make it. Perfect worlds and happiness do not come in a jar, but they can be found.
Your young and you will go through a lot before you die, so why not grab hold of your dreams and run with them.
Set your mind on other things, find the good. I really wish you the best!
If you need to talk...im me. I'm around!
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i know suicide is for the weak, it just...feels like it'd be so much eaiser...i don't know its like i want to but at the same time i just...dont...well no need to worry bout it right know, not thinkin bout doing it anymore.
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dont.
please dont...I dont know what i could do without you...think happy thoughts, you know what i mean.
im always here or on myspace to talk to you know that.
i love you
please dont
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the same goes for you...dont. dont do anything like that. i promise not to if you wont. no promise from you = no promise from me
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hun it may seem that theres no other chocies but hun there is. i really hope u change ur mind i would hate to see the world kill another.
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though im not feeling too much better i have changed my mind. thankyou so much for commenting. its people like you that care that make this world a happier place,
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hey sis this is a short poem but its good, i need hPPY POEMS, I LUV YA
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Thanks.
I'm not sweet. i'm just me. Life is so full of promises even if they dont go through with what your promised. You just have to learn how to deal with that and its not always an easy situation. All you really can do is just keep your chin up and smile. You may hit rock bottom right now but just give it a little bit and you will arise from it soon enough. I'm here in any way possible if you need me. -
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Okay how about I say i'm not offering, I'm gonna do it. I'm here for you okay. Just don't do anything. you can talk to me. Rant to me. Anything you want, I'm here and you better use my help girl. ^_^ i'm not here for nothing. hope to hear from you soon
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you are so sweet.....
i just dont know, i feel like im meesing up my life before it even has a chance to begin.i feel like no matter how hard i try i will never find someone who just loves me and doesnt want anything in return. i know im a burden on my family, mostly my parents, and things would be better for all of them if i could just stop bothering them.schools shit...hurts like hell because i know no matter how hard i try to fit in, i never will.my best friend wont talk to me, wont even look at me....i just dont know what to do anymore...i feel as if my life is going no where, that im only in the way........
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I'm here
Suicide is never the way, you're a great person inside and out. This is a one time dession and you only have one life. i'm sure you can get through this. I'm here if you need to talk. even though you have hit rock bottom at this point you can still put your head up and pick yourself up. i'm also here if you need help picking yourself up. just keep in mine your a great person.
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thats really sweet of you but im not that great of a person...im a screwup, thats what i've always been and i doubt that'll ever change...thankyou so much for commenting and your offer to help...
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Breathe
You must know that no matter how crappy things are...they can get better. That no matter how unhappy you are...happiness is a choice worth making.
A long time ago when I was feeling low a wise person told me, "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
Thankfully, I listened. And now that I have lived 48 years I look back on my life and most of it was good. I am so glad I chose not to end it.
I'm here if you need to talk.
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thankyou so much for not only commenting but for your offer to help. it really means alot to me...
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Oh hun suicide isnt the way to do it,trust me i know Ive tried four times before.Very powerful write.If you need to talk im online a lot.
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thanks...i appereciate it, i really do. im just not sure what im going to do at the moment and right now that seems the easiest and safest path....
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