I'm Sorry...Again

Here I stand
Broken pieces of your shattered heart in my hand
Your blood slipping through my fingers
The scars of my betrayal linger

Why do I kill the ones I love
Why didn't I say "This is far enough"
I was so scared of losing you
Did everything I thought you wanted to

But now you're gone
And the real pain has just begun

Please, forgive me
I'm sorry, for everything
I want you to know that I still care
Deeply and dearly though I'm not there

A part of me died when I left you
But please understand why I had to
I pray to God that you're ok
That you don't go back to your old ways
I sit in His presence night after night
Crying that you will be alright

I don't know what else say
I guess I will end it this way
My feelings were real, but they got out of hand
Nothing left to say except I'm sorry...again